oh im sure scared. freaky pple get lost! i really need to make my blog private :S dex is like telling me funny ways to get rid of the irritant haha... oops. but im too nice i think :p but if im really scared i might consider....

hiahz anyway. i dunno man haha... i wish tt bgr didnt exist in the world... den everyone can just be friends instead of making sure that there are barriers and stuff... like if i want totake fotos with my guy frens or hug them or soemthign wads wrong with tt... they are just my friends wad and i love all of them. and i want to love them like friends only. just tt there is a grey area sometimes and i really dun think i like him but like after dexters psychoing i cant help but feel tt sometimes tts wad im telling myself. cos i know its really impossible... but its not like im pining for him or wad lah so hu cares anyway haha.. and hes a blur head and i know we will kill each other...so yah. but sometimes i just wonder what would happen... see lah dex all ur fault. i was happy and oblivious until u went to mention it :p but dun worry i wun abandon u for him k...hes super lousy and ur not :)

ok. if ur not dex or me u prob wun understand wad tt was abt so nvm haha... anyway today i went starbucks again and it was good! studied qt abit :) and like only have the easier chaps left for phys test... i hope i dun fail biochem leh haha... tho somehoe i think i would... im like not used to passing chem... haha . but i did study for this one... but like all in one day so tho im really proud of myself i dun wanna expect too much haha the last time i thot i might pass i got O... sighz. nvm i will study during chem tutorial haha... got 2 periods of tut tml :s sianz. oh might be watching i robot with dex and marcus tml :) i wanna watch! stupid marcus sucks ok. he always wants everyone else to do stuff to fit his timing and things. super ANNOYING!!!!! and zy: yes yes we will train on sat :) and get back my tan haha. and when u FREE... i wanna eat max brenners NOW haha